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I can´t believe how many people I ditched these last months! A few of them deliberately, because their way of enjoying life included lots of booze, and though I do drink alcohol every now and again, I did not want to participate in their careless way of dealing with a potent drug anymore. But I have ditched friends and workmates, because I was too damn lazy to accept invitations, conjuring up excuses, not answering their calls... I felt so tired all the time, snowed under with work and two rebellious teenagers bothering me.  I´m not sorry about those I ignored because of their drinking problem. It´s not that we broke off overnight, I tried quite a time to make them aware of how much they were harming their body, to no avail. But I miss those who tried to cheer me up, conscious that dwindling female hormones tend to foster depression in middle aged women. There has to be a way to regain their friendship, now that I´ve overcome the immense weariness that almost threw me off course! Wish that I´d be a bit more imaginative!