cat

In five hours I have to be at the vet to put down my favourite cat. She turned seven recently, not old for a cat. But for one and a half year we have had a fight against epilepsy and vomit. On tuesday, Nienna had another seizure, and, suddenly, there was blood. A lot of. I´ve been at the vet daily, I´ve consulted a second one, did another x-ray. Apparently, there is internal bleeding, which cannot be stopped. I wanted the children have time to say farewell to their cat, but I have to confess, I am a mess.

PS: Cat has got three days to get better, vet decided to wait.
PPS: Cat did not want three days more, but has to wait for release until monday now. I´m sad. I should not have hesitated. Sometime the unspeakable has to be done,or your own selfishness  hurts another creature.